You Missed My Face Tough Guy

they can sit and take all your lies

but I think it'd be fair
to pick on someone your own size

you don't know these people
or how they were raised
but they still hold something over you
they're getting paid(:

you're ignorant and impatient;
most definitely not worth my time
but it's hard to ignore
when you start to offend
something of mine.

I like what I like
and I'll do what I do
and if you don't like it
quite frankly
fuck you.

No one is making you listen
No one is making you stay
And if you're done bitching about me
You can shut the hell up
if that's okay?

And if you're not done pointing fingers
and thinking of hateful words to send
then you might as well leave and
make another ignorant friend.

Cause I like what I like
and I'll do what I do.
And if you don't like it.
How about this?
I don't care what you think
you ignorant, demoralizing, son of a bitch,
so fuck you.

Im done.

That One Instrumental That Always Sounds Good

feeling like

happyis maybe
something i could manage
to do
ya know,
even if it's just for a few

breathing in patience
exhaling concern
can you hear
the beatsinmy heart
going a tiny bit slower
well thats a
good start

I'll be your Robin if You'll be my Batman

hey love,

you're like that shinycrystalmoon
I have hanging in my window
and every afternoon
when you glisten
I smile.

hey gorgeous,
your voice is like
myabsolutefavoritesong
and I'm more than willing
to put you on repeat
if you'll play along.

hey handsome,
your like
everythingIeverwanted
and then some
and every time
you smile at me
my everything goes numb.

hey babe,
your like
everysuperherointheworld
and I love you times that many
so be my batman
and i'll be your girl

Look at What You've Gone and Done

i've never been more angry,

more scared, or more bruised
in all the time i've spent with
anyone until you

i've never been so trapped,
so indifferent, or so blue
in all the time i've spent with
anyone until you

but i've never been so happy,
so warm, and so true
ever since the day you made me
fall in love with you.

Back off the Bitch

Let's not pretend

like we didn't mean
for this to happen.
I know you knew
what was going on,
and your still laughing.

Please don't take this back,
it hurts more than
you know
and even if you don't
want me
at least i can let
that go

If you wanted just a thrill
than you could've asked
any other.
instead of playing with
my heart
what ever happened
to her

I would have
given you my everything,
my blood, last drop, and all.
and every last tear
I shed also,
as you laugh
while I fall.

Time is Falling

What am I supposed to think

When I have no more answers
for you than myself
I can't make up the truth.
I can't make up the truth.

How should I answer your
cruel intentions
When I think I deserve them all.
I couldn't lie to you.
I couldn't lie to you.

I know you know this,
that what I've become
isn't what I used to be.
Which direction is right?
Which direction is right?

Let's not be condescending.
I can't give you that anymore.
You know I can't
Don't pressure me for it
Don't pressure me for it.

Times have called for a break.
Let's let go now,
before someone gets hurt...
more than they already are.
Just let it go.
Just let this go..

I Can Tell You Want This Forever

I can tell you mean it
forever
but I'm scared of
what I see
never took a chance
this big
why're you wasting
this time on me

I can tell you deserve
much more
my eyes are open
wide
what if I leave you
with nothing
I can't say that
I tried

I can tell that you love me
with passion
my walls still run
far
anger and hatred have
left us
now all we have are
scars

I can tell that you'll
be here forever
so I'll take this seat
with you
but love is a big
emotion
and it scares me
to tell you the truth.

Playing the Angel's Song

and when you held

my face your hands
all you wanted was for me
to understand

and when you pushed
my hair behind my ear
all you wanted was for me
to hear

and when you held me
as I shook and cried
all you wanted was for me
to try

And She Cried to the Back of the Wall

your hands are the evil

that touch me to ghost
but its your lack of sincerity
that makes me hate you most

your hands are the evil
that scratch across my face
but it's your other weapon
that puts me in my place

It's Not My Fault She Didn't Want You

I smile so sweetly

at your apparent small confidence

for you see,
my dear,
this means that I have won.

no tear,
my dear,

will be shed for your insecurity

because I fear,
my life,
was never yours entirely

so when you see
me happily

don't privilege yourself

for,
you, had nothing to do with it

and loving,
my dear,

was never your best quality.

Skipping Pebbles on the Soon to be Polluted River

I never had a chance

to smile after my first kiss
or to write silly love poems
about a boy i'd never miss

I never had a chance
to really fall for a guy
and to hold his hand and smile
and kiss under the sky

I never had a chance
to choose who I wanted
and since I can't get it back
my memories are forever haunted

Today I Fought A War Against My Conscious

how often I come here

blood dripping down my hand
and staring at my broken reflection
in broken shards of glass
that were used to slice my soul
so that I know its still there
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how often I go there
needle shaking in my hand
and feeling the rush go through my veins,
the belt squeezing my arm
so that I don't make the mistake
of overdoing it
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